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Aug. 11th, 2005 @ 05:00 pm
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Never mind. Let me rewrite a little.
I'm resigning as an administrator for Kinkwarts. I'm tired of not having a say in decisions and of not getting credit for what I do. I'm tired. I'm just too fucking tired. I'll be around, as a regular player.
Hi Lori. Guess what. As far as I'm concerned, I didn't lie to you, and maybe if you had been around for, you know, the... week and a half I've been home... I would have asked you what I was supposed to do. But you know what, I dated Katii for a year and a half, and you sure as hell knew I still loved her, though I wasn't sure how, because I told you that several times. I'm still not fucking sure, but I'm not taking a chance about it, and I'm not losing her because I'm indecisive. This is really hard for me to write, too, because I fucking respect you and I really like you and Ian and want to be friends with you both, because you are by far the coolest people I've met in a long time, but I'm not going to bother, because obviously you don't care to talk to ME before you start making decisions on what I'M doing and feeling. That's fine. I understand that now, and Katii comes first. Sorry, there.
If you're wondering why I got off MSN yesterday, too? I don't like being ambushed like that, and I've already talked about that with Katii, and it's just pretty fucking rude. Like I said, you have the AIM name, and the phone number, and if you wanted to talk to me, you can go ahead and talk to me. Katii tries to do all this happy mediator bullshit, and frankly, I don't like it, and she knows it.
As of right now, all of you (and you know who I'm talking about, because I already did it) are off my buddy list. You'll say that's childish and immature and whatever, but to be honest, I just don't want to deal with it. I am so tired of everyone making me feel guilty and insignificant and puerile, and I'm not up for it any more.
Also, I sent an email to Anath telling him that I was no longer available for the Asst. position, and I won't be back on BC for a while, if I am at all, except maybe as Thadd, to play with Matteo (If you even want to, Chris) and.. I really don't think I can deal with any more fucking drama.
Now I'm going to go finish packing. I hope everyone who's had the fortune to actually read this and not understand wtf I'm on about has a nice day. |
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